August 19 2008
Jill attempted a trance state but was not successful at least when compared to the night before. She did receive a message from Jane Roberts that was rather curt: "read the material".
This sort of makes sense to me considering that Jane spent many years answering questions via Seth, that we were re-asking. We decided to read "Seth Speaks" and discuss as we read to each other. There was a considerable amount of Tarot tonight and it was extremely telling about events around us and people.
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August 18 2008
Jill decided to begin an experiment with channeling. The objective was for her to enter a relaxed state and attempt contact with Jane Roberts. Music being played was Native Spirit and it seemed to aid in getting Jill to relax. It only took her a couple of minutes to begin reporting what sounded like an out of body experience. She could clearly see numerous sets of "eyes" staring down at people. The people seemed to be moving forward in time very quickly because their clothes would change according to the time period. She noted that the "eyes" watching seemed to be waiting for something to happen and that the people seemed totally unemotional regarding anything that was happening around them. Shortly after the session ended we went out for a smoke and began discussing what she experienced. A few minutes into the discussion a very large bright light appeared in the North Sky. It was obviously not a plane and it moved away from us. My guess is that it was going up rather than horizontal with the plane of the earth. I accepted this as a message from "the eyes" that we were on the ‘right track’ in what we were attempting to do. I guess a sort of message of approval and validation of Jill’s experience.
There is a bit of history to all of this. It began with my last trip to Brigham City. A number of odd things happened including being told by some nut case in the parking lot of Wal Mart that "the angels are coming". This message also tied into a Gypsy Card reading the night before which include an angel match on the last cards drawn.
We have agreed to continue the experiment.
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In summary: Jill and I are getting back together. But not in the traditional marriage sense. In fact it was all that damn tradition that got us into trouble to begin with. The traditional roles of wife and husband as handed to us by family and culture are outdated and simply no longer work. We are on a new path and attempting to re-define the concept of ‘living together’. We are not sure what to call it: maybe ‘ life partners‘ ?
We now have an apartment in Pocatello Idaho and moving forward on this new journey. more later!
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It looks as if that little butterfly in Utah wants to make a home in Idaho. We have had a wonderful time together and now we are going to attempt living together. That is if I can find an apartment to rent. Pocatello has plenty of housing, but finding something we can afford and is not a ‘rat trap’ is getting to be a real challenge. There is a possibility that we may rent a studio apartment for a short period of time, that is if they will rent it to us. The only thing the application didn’t ask for was a DNA print.
But what of the winds of change? For starters the entire country is about to feel the effect of those winds, but more to the point: I clearly see a major shift in the earth consciousness. Some believe that it will bring on the proverbial apocalypse (polar shift etc.). I don’t know the drama that will unfold, but I do know one is coming. I have had many strange experiences lately and my spiritual intuitive self tells me that the change will be disturbing, but not to everyone.
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It is has been nearly 6 months since the Queen Bitch Of The Universe told me she wanted a divorce. And a hell of a journey it has been since then. First a long and dreadful ride across the US (Utah to Alabama) in the dead of winter. What made it interesting was the fever I was running which eventually led to a bout with pneumonia after I made my way to Alabama. And Alabama was a delightful place: so full of colorful bigotry and racism. It sort of re-established my conviction that most humans are not much more advanced than gorillas when it comes to spiritual evolution. In fact the apes may be ahead of the humans. The strangest part was that the racists were actually ‘god fearing Christians’ who professed to honor the word of god. I can’t help but wonder if the god they talk about is also a bigot and a racist (I was told that god is a conservative and does not like queers).
So after 6 months of living amongst the enlightened I decided to return to the Rockies. The return trip was uneventful except for the intense lighting and rain storms across the great plains. And it was intense! Nearly beyond belief. I made the last leg of the trip flying on Monster Java, in 18 hours. How the hell does anyone drive for 18 straight hours? I have no idea what the hell kept me going.
I now have settled in Pocatello Idaho. And have met a pretty butterfly in Brigham City Utah. We had a great time this weekend and I will visit again for sure on my birthday.
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The toughest part of the damn question is not what I want to be, but do I want to grow up? HAHA….yes I am the perennial Peter Pan. Of course there is the psycho-babble regarding the ubiquitous Peter Pan Syndrome among males going through some life change. For myself, I have decided that flying is pretty neat, and living in an apartment with a miserable job just plain sucks.
Voice Of Adult Reason: AH HA!..and just what will you do? You can’t just sit around and do nothing….you have to live and buy food and gas and attend to really boring shit such as the upcoming presidential election! Do you want to starve to death?
Me: Well no ..but I have enough money to buy food and gas and hell I could just live out of my car….and….and…..
Voice Of Adult Reason: and what do you do when the car breaks down? Just sit and wait to die of exposure?
Me: Well actually I thought I would just hoof it from there…sort of a grand walk about until the grim reaper gets me in the still of the night.
Voice Of Adult Reason: This conversation is just plain silly. You have to settle down, find a nice lady who can tolerate your pathology and buy a dog. One that does not shed to much.
Me: yea…right on…sure…a nice lady that will do stuff like ….ahhhhh…you know….like oh yea…buy shit we don’t need….and put up curtains so you can’t see out the windows…and then wants to buy a new car so you have a decent vehicle to go visit people you can’t stand and then move to a place that makes you want to throw up and learn to like it…uh….yea I get it….settle down into misery….hmmmmm….ya know…I did that shit twice and it sucked both times.
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Yep sounds about right… I think I’ll stick with the Peter Pan syndrome. Unless of course I get side tracked by another pretty face….hmmmmm….. argggggggggggggggggggggggg. Did I just fall down another rabbit hole?
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Today I left the ranch and moved to Montgomery. I’ll miss the people and horses in Millbrook, but it was time to move on. It was a great adventure and I learned a lot about horses. Horses are a lot like little kids, they gather and chatter and play and just like a 5 year old, they mange to get tangled in the odd assortment of man made traps: fences, wire, etc. And each has a very distinctive personality. And somewhat like people some are pleasant and cheerful and others are a pain in the ass.
So what will happen in Montgomery? For now I will be hanging out with my nephew Steven. I am looking forward to investigating the Montgomery community. More later….right now I am getting settled.
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Dear Helen:
The web site http://www.colorofchange.org/foxobama/?id=1924-182184 asks to join in the fight against Fox News "aggressive use of irresponsible language and racist stereotypes in coverage of Senator Barack Obama and his wife Michelle…" That is a lot like asking a snake not to hiss. Fox News is a far right radical news organization that feeds on hate and rides on the winds of bigotry and racism. However, Fox News is not the only problem. Look closely at the name of the web site "color of change". The focus is as much on color as is the venom spilled out nightly by Fox News. The banner across the top of the web site states "Changing The Color Of Democracy’. Which is simply another way of saying that democracy has a color. As long as we see it having a color, then organizations like Fox News will continue to thrive, because it panders to those who want to paint democracy ‘white only ‘.
Democracy is clear, has no color and much like water, becomes colored only when polluted. In these troubled times we need a messenger of hope, and Barack is that messenger. Like the crystal clear waters of a mountain stream, Barack’s message can be consumed without fear of being poisoned.
The Adventure Continues
Nevyn
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A long tale for sure. I am now at that winter point where reflection is haunting and the path ahead is unknown. A bit like having fallen down the proverbial rabbit hole. And while a smile comes easy, dismay abounds as I float along like a cob web caught in the capricious winds of time.
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Humanus Verde (Green Human) is an evolutionary shift of human consciousness. It is a Latin term with a meaning that includes ‘refined human, revived and growing (green) strong’, ergo The Green Human. The color ‘green’ is a reference to the fact that the individual has come to understand his or her unity with every other part of existence (self actualization). An incomplete entity (man or woman) is one who believes that he or she is separate. When this illusion is dropped, the color and sound (Terra Verde) fills the black void.
Prior to this consciousness shift, the understanding of creation was limited to the perpetual assimilation that defines the processing of life but not the essence of existence. With assimilation one thing consumes another thing (prey and predator). The insect eats the plant, the bird eats the insect, man eats the bird, and the loop of creation is closed as a consequence of plants thriving on the bodily remains of insect, bird and man. Organized substance is transformed into energy and re-established as a new substance. This ancient system depends entirely on a concept of homeostasis maintained between all participants; that is all organisms have an equal chance of survival. With the advent of technology human survival developed a statistical bias which fostered an expansion in population which far exceeds the capacity of the environment to sustain all life forms. Eventually, as items are removed from the creation loop, the system collapses for lack of participants. Literally we populate ourselves into extinction. With a shift in consciousness humans begin to understand that they are not only participants is this assimilation loop, but also co-creators of the process. With this insight comes an opportunity to actively control personal outcomes. Perception shifts from being a victim of random events to a choreographer of thought induced staged events; literally, we create our own reality. In this sense Decartes’ conclusion, "Cogito, ergo sum" (I think therefore I am), shifts to "I think therefore I create". Humanus Verde is not the final product, but rather the very first step towards a creation journey based on accommodation (the lion lying down with the lamb). This subtle shift in consciousness explores our personal stage of existence and releases us from bondage of a life time of ennui exercised on a treadmill of pointless existence. This adventure can be ignited by carving our own personal path into what remains of our planet’s wilderness and experimenting with the tools of accommodation and transmutation.
In the game of existence gender specifies initial intention. These intentions are subtle and somewhat based on morphological structure (initial intention is being designed by ‘basic body design’). The male structure is designed to initiate while the female structure is designed to nurture. Unfortunately, humans have decided to use these basic time limited physiological structures as guidelines for ongoing gender roles. Once the male initiates, (impregnates) and the female nurtures (carries to term) the physiological structures ceases to have any value other than personal pleasure. In other words, that which defines male and female is role specific only in terms of pro-creation. However, the process of ‘initiate’ and ‘nurture’ is constant and underlies every aspect of behavior. It doesn’t matter whether you are talking about ‘making a baby’ or ‘designing a space ship’. The male will have a tendency to approach the topic with ‘initiating’ (penetrating force) behavior and the female will first approach the topic with ‘nurturing’ (creative designing) behavior. Now some fools would stipulate that this is not interchangeable. The universe is not that stupid. If you want to ensure the survival of a species, then each element must be able to perform as a generalist (males must be able to nurture and females must be able to initiate). Albeit, if you want to ensure the survival of a species then each generalist must be a specialist (male initiates and female nurtures). The concept of ‘Green Man’ or ‘Green Woman’ is simply a focus on the specialty. Together they comprise the evolutionary link of Humanus Verde.
The survival of the species is of course also dependent on the survival of the environment. The role of the Green Man and Woman is to initiate and nurture a collective effort towards insuring this symbotic process. This begins with an understanding of self (breath and blood) as it relates to the environment and to the incomplete male and female. This is not an abstract concept. In its most basic form Humanus Verde spend a great deal of their time in the forest, learning from nature. It means giving up a weekend of spectator sports, for a hike through the forest. Green Men and Women are keepers of life itself without regard to politics, religious persuasions or entity completeness.
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